My Story

Hi beloved,

My name is Lydia.

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I am a certified Tantra massage therapist. You are welcome to communicate with me in English, Estonian, or Russian.

My tantric journey began in 2020, when I attended my first Tantra massage session and started my own healing path. At that time, I suffered from depression, anxiety, low self-esteem, lack of self-confidence, and self-love. That session became a turning point in my life. I realized the huge potential of my body to experience magic, energy, pleasure, deep states of relaxation, strength, and self-healing power.

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Very soon, the idea of sharing the magic of Tantra massage with other people was born in me. I wanted everyone to know that “magic” exists. By “magic” I do not mean esoterics. I am quite a skeptical person and mostly rely on a scientific approach. For me, magic is something that surprises me in unexpected and unpredictable ways.

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My first steps as a Tantra masseuse were adventurous, uncertain, and sometimes awkward. But I was so fascinated by the phenomenon of Tantra massage that nothing and no one could stop me from exploring and discovering its world.

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A Tantra massage can be given in many different ways and with many different intentions. My understanding of what I should give to my clients has changed a lot since my first session. At the beginning, I thought I had to give a lot of intimate pleasure, to fill my clients with sexual energy, and to do what was expected of me. It took me a long time to realize that this approach didn’t work for me, because I didn’t feel truly satisfied with my work.

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Today I am trained as a Tantra massage therapist and carry deep knowledge and wisdom about the human body and energy. I graduated from Lin Holmquist’s school in Sweden, led by one of the world’s most renowned Tantra therapists. Now I give my clients healing sessions based on pure pleasure, deep relaxation, and the flow of life force energy. During each session, the client receives what they truly need in the present moment. This approach activates the natural self-healing mechanisms of both body and mind.